Tough to fix

"When you constantly have to filter yourself, or keep your beliefs away from your spouse, it shows a lack of respect in your opinion. And that's tough to fix"

https://www.oprahdaily.com/life/a26040141/should-i-get-a-divorce/

SOTU turns into STFU

Asked my husband to watch the SOTU with me so we could be on the same page. 

He disagreed with everything I said that backed up Bidens speech. Disrespected every point I made.  

Ended with him saying "Fuck you", "you ungrateful bitch" and "I never should have married you".

So that's where we are now. 

Told him we need to figure out how to divide the retirement funds and I'm laying here trying to figure out how to divorce. Again. 

Oh well,  I tried.  I've been biting my tongue since 2016. Spent so much time walking on eggshells.  I'm so done. 

But looks like I need to get my shit together because I'll be working forever now.