I forget how abnormal it is to have the constant discomfort or pain or nausea I'm in until those few days I take real pain meds... and the pain is totally gone. It's amazing.
I just want to do something I don't HAVE to do and really enjoy it.
Every day is a battle of willpower over my fatigue and pain and depression and ennui.
First day off with this week.. it's always rough.
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